I always give people an impression that I am busy very motivated and knowing what to do. Nowadays, my motivation is diminishing gradually. I feel tired of that hard working momentum. I guess or maybe this is what mid-life crisis begins. Some people they do not know what to do in their life during this time. For me I have too many things I want to do but just not willing to start. Why? Laziness leads to procrastinate = no achievements.
When there is a demand, there is a motivation. People need to find "Needs & Wants" in order to motivate or move forward.
I know what I want BUT I do not care much how long this desire will last.