One of my friends asked me, "When you feel depressed, have you ever think about committing suicide?" I replied, "No."
After being around for almost 40 years, I invested so much on myself. I really want to see how much I can achieve, and how much that I can share and impact the world. I still have the urge to help kids who are struggling in schools and seeing themselves as a hopeless case. But I believe everyone should have a bright future, if we know our way.
This is my second year as a doctoral learner, this is a really tough journey. I have nobody offer me support besides God. Without him, I would never start this program at the first place. Now, I am almost half-way through, it seems a miracle to me.
Every quarter, every class, and every week,I have to struggle to get my postings. Not because I do not know how to do it, but the loading is enormous. I'm tired. Actually, I am lazy. I could never keep myself ahead of the class all the time, I will put myself around the mid range or just tag along with the flow.
I always turn in quality of work. This quarter things are getting better, I think I put a lot of time to read, it makes everything easier than before, but still courage plays a major role in the "Road to Success."
After this program, I still have two projects need to get it done, I will work hard and get through it.