I haven't touched up my blog for almost ten days. I can't believe why there were so many things happened in the family. I was devastated with what I heard. I used to share a lot of my feelings with friends, but this time it just seems very difficult to share. I guess I always feel proud of my siblings. I look up to them since I was born. Although there are some parts of them which I do not agree, still I admire their hard work and accomplishments.
But ten days ago, things changed my mind completely, and I have been feeling depressed for days. At this point of my life, I really have nothing to say or comment. What had happened could not be rewritten, but at least I have to be a role model for my two nephews because I want them to feel proud to be in the Lam's family.