If you asked me how many turning points that I have been through? I will smile and turn my head away. Too many that I could not remember or maybe I feel really dizzy that I have been turning round and round. I'm tired.
I work hard and I study hard, but others feel intimidate because of my aggressiveness and diligent. I was talking to my professor one day, she said only 1.5% of the population in the States is pursuing a doctorate degree and 90% of the nation think they know a lot.
I always give people an impression of knowing so much, but actually I know what I don't know and I am good at hiding.
I really feel the heat in this quarter. My work and my homework are piling up high every week, it seems I am swimming in the ocean, I am able to swim a bit and sink awhile. I work really hard, I just want to meet the deadline. I struggled and I made it.