It has been a hot day, but not at my place. I did not turn on anything, no A/C, no fans but just opened some windows, and it's already nice and cool. I'm lucky, I can see Disneyland fireworks every night and of course tonight too.
I like the sky in California, day and night. The sun never shines directly into my home, but the moon always brightens my sitting room. I like to sit at the balcony and enjoy the beauty of the moon with some music on.
I have been resting for a month which I feel quiet but worry about my future. Life is always like that... it is a life time business which we don't have to get license or hire anybody to run our life, everybody has to be their own boss. A one man show!
I have been through a lot of challenges and every time I learned something new; but in most cases, I forgot my mistakes and repeated it again and again. I guess getting older each year really reminds me to correct and remember some of my mistakes. I do not want to be the same old me like ten years ago, so I think I need a revolution.
Summer quarter is going to start in two days. I still have six more classes to go, then I will be enjoying my comps and dissertation. My prof said I will graduate from my program, but I'm not worried at all because this is scheduled, and it will happen no matter what's going on.
I am facing challenges everyday, I feel excited because I really want to know what's going to happen and how it happens, and what will be the result after all these hard work.
Sometimes, life makes me laugh, but it also makes me cry; but I remember the time that my mom struggled and battled her life with cancer, it makes me to treasure each and every moment in life and should never be wasted.
We do not have to be a winner, but we need to be a swimmer to follow the "flow in life." Have guts and deal with all crazy "nuts!"